Thursday 29 January 2015

Struggling a bit

Must admit tonight having been skiing all day again I could murder a vin chaude. But I opted for a long pint of limon-soda, I get myself a bar of chocolate and I'm off for a bath with a podcast. I bought an Internet subby tonight as my other sober treat because I know I'm struggling and there's an open bottle of wine here in the apartment. My friends drinking, no booze rule in our apartment she had broken during the first day, a 'fait accompli' yeah it pissed me off a bit but its her holiday too. So I'm off for a Bath, I'll listen to belle and tell myself wine doesn't make it any better. I don't really feel like I'm missing out, it's more of a hankering for an old (shitty) friend.

Still a Sober girl.

(Just!)

Here's a snowman for you.
Doesn't look that happy does he?

Thanks for letting me check in.

Hugs x

8 comments:

  1. Hi Daisy. Congrats for sticking with this sober gig despite the many challenges you're having to cope with. You're doing great, and that longing for the shitty friend (booze) will pass. And I love that snowman! Big hug to you! xo

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  2. Stay strong, Daisy! You've worked so hard, and you'll enjoy your holiday so much more! Keep us posted! Lori K xx

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  3. Post holiday for me, I HAVE NO REGRETS. Hang in there, you CAN DO IT!!

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  4. Keep talking/writing/listening to sober friends and you'll be fine. You're changing your life -- that is the bigger picture!

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  5. Big sober hug lovely friend. Stay strong it's almost over!! xx

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  6. You won't regret NOT drinking, but you are very likely to regret drinking....... You can have an amazing sober holiday! enjoy!
    hugs, Do

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  7. An old shitt friend indeed. Tell that friend to bugger off, or take a long run off a short slope. Hang in there! You'll be fine.

    Hugs,

    SR

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